I'm sorry, but.

I'm moving.

For the 3456789098765432356789th time.

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SORRY PEOPLE.

I STILL LOVE YOU.

SO RELINK ME.

Caprice, or better known as Ariz Ramli.

Okay, you know what.

I have so many things to do, but I CANNOT tahan, that I have to blog about this.
Seriously. You guys, don't like Justin Bieber. So now, I DON'T LIKE Caprice.

You know?

Caprice the Malaysian Artist.

THIS DUDE.

He looks horny, wth?

Okay, I am not dissing the Malaysian Music Industry at all. But I have to say, Caprice is a bit weird? Okay, I've been doing some research on Caprice, just for leisure. I don't know how I ended up watching his videos while I was youtubing. Okay so, his songs used to be good. (Okay, yes? Agree?) Maybe only the famous ones. But hello, have you heard Thinking Of You? And omg have you heard of Baby, the remix with Ruby Jude? Or have you heard OMG?

SICK. (Not the SICK as in AWESOME or HOT -.-)
Like literally SICK.

BARF.

PUKE.

GAG.

GAG.

GAG.

GAG.

Sorry to all Caprice fans out there la, I have rights to say this okay lol, at least I apologize first. But can you explain to me WHY he mentions he's from Damansara in most of his songs?

LIKE HELLO.

HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU WANT TO TELL US YOU'RE FROM DAMANSARA?

Okay, so you're proud of it (my friend Hansel says so).

BUT YEAH OKAY. WE GET IT.

IF YOU'RE SO PROUD OF IT, GO TATTOO YOURSELF WITH THE WORD DAMANSARA.

AND DO IT ON YOUR ASS CHEEKS AS WELL.

Okay, that might be A TAD BIT explicit.

Then now you know how biased I am towards Caprice.

BUT, I must warn you, my points are strong.

I SUBSTANTIATED them (credits to Ms. Siow d: hehehhee) !

Okay and another thing is, I've noticed that most of his music videos (maybe all, I don't know lol.) has girls in it.

Okay. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH GIRLS. I AM A GIRL TOO, HELLO.

Geeeez, later if I don't say this right, then people start making this a sensitive issue. -.-

I'M NOT DOING ANY GENDER ROLING SHIT OKAAY. I KNOW ABOUT THE WOMEN SUFFRAGE THINGY. WE FOUGHT FOR ALMOST 100 YEARS TO GET THE SAME RIGHTS AS MEN. I AM STILL PROUD OF MY GENDER. I AM NOT DISSING MY GENDER.

So, lets take a look at Video #1

Caprice ft. Ruby Jude - Baby.

This was the first video I watched during my 'research'.

And I must say, I hated it.

AS MOST OF YOU KNOW.

I AM A BIG JUSTIN BIEBER FAN.

BIG BIG FAN.

And this video, is an embarrassment.

IT'S NOT THE BAHASA LYRICS. Because as far as I'm concerned, I'm fine with the lyrics. I don't have a problem. Well, Ruby Jude has a nice voice. But I think she sort of over did it until she sounded like she was orgasming at some parts.

But what I want you to look at is, BEHIND Ruby Jude and Caprice.

LOOK AT THE GIRLS WEI.

DAMN GEDIK.

Omg, while watching, I felt like slapping the hell out of them.

SERIOUSLY OKAY.

Like WHAT WERE THEY TRYING TO SAY?

THEY LOOK SO AWKWARD.

-.-

OH AND P/S, HE SAID DAMANSARA AGAIN!

RAAAAAAAH ANNOYING.

And this does not only happen in this video!

LOOK AT THE OTHERS.

Caprice ft. Nik Irfan - OMG.

LOOK AT THE GIRLS WEI.

SERIOUSLY.

AND TAKE NOTE THAT HE ALREADY SAID 'DAMANSARA' TWICE BEFORE THE SONG EVEN REACHED THE SECOND MINUTE!

Face palm at Caprice.

AND THE GIRLS IN HIS VIDEOS ARE LIKE ALL AROUND THE SAME AGE. Well except for Ruby Jude, she's fine. No actually, she's hot. Ruby Jude IS hot, I didn't say she wasn't. And I wasn't dissing her.

AND I'M NOT SAYING THIS BECAUSE I SIDE THE GIRLS MORE. -.-

NEXT VIDEO.

Caprice ft. Annatasha - Thinking Of You

I HATED THIS VIDEO.

I SWEAR.

UNTIL THE DAY I DIE.

IT WAS HORRIBLE.

!@#$%^&*()&^%$#

Sorry la, but I'm speaking the honest truth. This song was terrible /:

It's like the focus on making the video more.

That's my point of view la. Because right now, I see it as, he likes working on his music videos instead of singing? MY POINT OF VIEW ONLY.

Because well, this song sucks.

And it seems like they've been working on the video. Like, they've put in a lot of effort in that video. Even though they said it was only a rough cut.

Look at the way Annatasha and the other girls dance in the video.

If they are trying to make this into some High School Musical genre (Yes, it is a genre now -.-) then fail la okay, since they had this whole dancing in the school hallway and against the lockers thingy. Stereotype high school musical lol.

Look at the girls.

JUST LOOK AT THEM.

Omg damn gedik I tell you.

Okay not that I'm insulting Annatasha and the way she moves in the video la, but HONESTLY. DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE?

I DON'T KNOW IF THE CHOREOGRAPHERS CHOREOGRAPHED THE FREAKING DANCE. OR THE DIRECTORS ASKED THE CHOREOGRAPHERS TO CHOREOGRAPH THIS KIND OF DANCE. OR THEY THEMSELVES WANNA DANCE THIS KIND OF DANCE. OR CAPRICE REQUESTED FOR THIS KIND OF DANCE.

Okay, confirm Caprice requested one.

See his face also know already laa.

LOL.

OKAY IT'S NOT THAT I'M SAYING ANNATASHA IS DAMN GEDIK OR WHATSOEVER LA. I'M JUST SAYINGGGG, THAT THE WAY THE DANCE IS CHOREOGRAPHED IS A BIT TOO MUCH LOR.

IT'S NOT THAT I'M NOT OPEN MINDED OR WHAT.

IT'S WHETHER OUR COUNTRY IS OR NOT LOR.

WHETHER THE SOCIETY CAN ACCEPT THIS KIND OF THINGS OR NOT LOR.

Annatasha is pretty one you know.

Go find her on Facebook or something.

She looks like Katy Perry, I swear.

Okay, I'm not promoting her or something.

But yeah. It's just my views.

And I still don't like Caprice.

Like seriously.

And I've heard loads of rumours that he's kinda cocky and stuff.

And flirty as well.

Even I can see it through his way of commenting in Facebook.

The way he talks to girls.

Come on la, look at the age range of the girls in his videos.

And look at the way they all move.

What does this tell you?

Like dude, seriously.

You're a Malaysian artist.

Act like one.

Be more professional, Caprice.

And I wish he would change his look.

He looks damn perverted.

/ 6.50 AM

EightAM classes.

They have always been a pain in the ass for me.
I never once got up for an eightAM class without struggling to get out of bed.

But now, you changed everything.

(:

p/s : I need to study for Malaysian Studies exam tomorrow. I don't know a shit. For real. I don't know whats gonna happen. Wish me good luck!

x

-.-

Wow, you are really dumb, aren't you? -.-

Everyone forgot about the case already la. -.-

Why are you still harping on it. -.-

Really no life ah you. -.-

Get a life la. -.-

Go cut yourself la. -.-

Okay I need to study now.

Byebye.

SWEETSMELLINGSCARE :O

Hi! I guess I should apologize for abandoning? (:
Okay, my title is like so shitty. It's like some shitty horror book for 13 year olds.

Yeah, whatever. Anyway, the other day was grandpa's birthday.

And after that, we went back to gramma's place to chill before going back home.

When we arrived at gramma's place, we stepped out of the car and stood outside her house. It was super windy and the trees were blowing all over the place. It was really something awesome.

We stood in front of the big bush-like tree. There were like a gazillion large white flowers sticking out of it and blowing all over the place as well. Since the wind was so strong, it blew the scent of the flowers to our direction.

Mm, frangipani.

Dad : Wah! So sweet huh the smell? -- Omg really wanna die, at night somemore. -.-

Me : Omg yeaaah!

Suddenly we heard from a distance, the sound of heavy rain hitting against the rooftops of other houses. At first we didn't know it was the sound of rain. Well, we didn't feel the rain lol. We heard it coming slowly from the last house in our row of houses. From the last house, slowly coming nearer and getting louder.

Dad : Eh? Whats that sound?

Debbie : Eh, yeah. Whats that?

And a million big drops of rain came falling over us.

I screamed.

Not knowing whether I was afraid of the frangipani or the sudden pour of the rain.

So today.
I related the incident to my aunt while she was fetching me back from college.

But then she insisted that there weren't any frangipani's anywhere nearby our house. But I kept pressing that there WERE A MILLION WHITE LARGE FRANGIPANI'S on the tree outside the house. Even Debbie and Delena and my dad saw it.

So, when we reached home, I said, "HAH. THERE, THATS THE FRANGIPANI TREE."

But to my dismay.

There weren't any frangipani's.

Not a single one.

/:

And their neighbor died.

I’m sorry to say, but.

I don’t like you.

I thought you were different. I may have not really known you well, but the image that you’ve portrayed tells me everything. Do you have any idea who you are dealing with? And I’m not saying, only myself. But the entire world. Do you know how many people in this world you could affect if they were to find out? Have you got any brains?

I’m sorry to say, but you are so childish and immature.
And this is not the first time I’m saying this. I’ve seen you doing all these ridiculous things previously. I was there. The way you act, think and speak. Plain stupidity. All the controlling and restricting. Who exactly do you think you are? Is that even your life? Do you even like being controlled in the first place? Where is the part when you start giving in or tolerating? Why do you have to always take? When are you going to start giving?

I know that I have nothing to do with your relationship, and I should butt out. But this, you have gone too far. You can’t say whatever you like. You don’t hold this world and you are in NO position to say anything like that. Don’t you know how it makes you look? Are you even aware of what you’re saying? If that is your way of judging something/someone, then I must say, you are SO shallow. You’re being biased and you think you know what's best. Stealing something that is not yours. Restricting and making unnecessary rules. I know I’m in no position to say this, but who do you think you are? If only you can put yourself in our shoes. Then only you’ll know how hard it is.

Of course, why should I blame you? You don’t know.
But I expect you to respect the decision of others. How do you expect others to respect you and your decision if you don’t do the same? Like I said, who do you think you are? Who do you think you are that makes you different from others, that you don’t have to respect others’ decision and they have to respect yours?

 

And I must say, you’ve left *us quite an impression.
And do you know what we do to people we don’t like?
Ask the person whom you think you can get the answer.

But I won’t guarantee you that you’ll get the whole truth.
Because it’s going to hurt.

 

And, you should really appreciate what you have before it’s gone.



*think hard.

I thought.

I thought I was happy.

Happiness is just outside my window
Would it crash blowing 80-miles an hour?
Or is happiness a little more like knocking
On your door, and you just let it in?

Happiness feels a lot like sorrow
Let it be, you can’t make it come or go
But you are gone- not for good but for now
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good

Happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard
Happiness was never mine to hold
Careful child, light the fuse and get away
‘Cause happiness throws a shower of sparks

Happiness damn near destroys you
Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor
So you tell yourself, that’s enough for now
Happiness has a violent roar

Happiness is like the old man told me
Look for it, but you’ll never find it all
Let it go, live your life and leave it
Then one day, wake up and she’ll be home
Home, home, home